Active Writer-ship
The World's Hardest Job
It’s easier to ruin relationships before your image, it’s easier to write things that are permanent than it is to speak. The only difference is when you get on the stage, everything links. You don’t need to know what that’s like if you’ve been there. You simply know that once you speak on one stage, you can speak on almost any stage. I’ve spent the better part of the last 8 years on and off stages. You’d be shocked knowing that with my age; that’s the life of being an Artist/Writer/etc.. They don’t know how much you are responsible for behind the scenes till they see everything start to fall apart when you’re no longer around. Wives die, children are born, new lives are formed. There is nothing good that comes with life when you’re stuck inside looking at everything unfold before you. It’s not any better when you have nightmares next to the woman who is supposed to be your wife that show you she might be the end of time. You don’t realize how much you’re being manipulated by your environment until you wake up from cold sweats and enter into a hell of a day that you can’t even explain to her because you’ve seen her trapped in unthinkable circumstances. You’ve seen her trapped in ways that even the army with you couldn’t save her from. They knew that you can’t breathe without her and instead they told you that you must abandon her.
What they don’t know is that I’ll let us both get evicted from this planet any day if it meant we had another day to spend like nothing in July ever happened. I spent the past 3 years in her solar system and only recently did I lose my prescriptions🤓. I didn’t ask for them, while she was creating borders with doctors around me. They say this is what Kanye went through with Kim, and you see what happened to them/him. We can do all we can to remember how much they both had before he decided to marry her. We can remember that he was never married either. We can go back to remembering the science behind it all, nothing is deeper than love is the truth.
When you reach the top of society, there is no stopping Them. They will always be seeking to try and haunt you/us. I told you to prepare for the hardest things you’ve ever faced. I told you that you weren’t strong enough and even then, you misconstrued what I meant. I already knew you had prepared everyone to go against me in a moments notice. In your eyes, I needed help that you couldn’t innerstand. How could I expect you to when I’m nearly 5 years your senior… At least they understood what I was going through and even if He didn’t; he knows he made mistakes when it came to you thanks to me and what he knows from everything I’ve told him to his face verbally.
Behind the scenes, we know they’re praying on your downfall and how could I tell you that? Greed is a mystical virus that infects the most unsuspecting. They care about their lineage so much that they ignore everyone else’s. They care about their religion so much that they say fuck everyone else’s. What happens when everyone believes in God and he doesn’t show? What happens when it’s dark out and the drum snores? Does it still make a sound in the soundproof basement in my mind or does my career fail because it never existed, since the beginning of time?
I cancel all desires any given Sunday, then I wake up Monday and realize my purpose is to always work, with whatever tools I have. Does that mean that I need to grab a hoe and start plowing weeds or does it mean I grab a scythe and clear prairies? We aren’t aware of what we don’t know. If we plan it all then it is sure to go. If we change the plans and go new ways, even that can be sure too. Everyone says what I should do and I remind them they don’t know what I/We’ve been through…..
If we fall into uncertainty then we are in anguish. Awareness of all facets when it comes to you is beyond contemporary. I fell in love with complexity and it took me my whole life to find the greatest challenge of my heart. Here I am again, battling between billions and buffoonery. I could flip a table 5 times and still have it land perfect. They don’t question how he does it, they simply clap for him.
Even on camera, they run it back in the zoos just to let the monkeys cry too…
Meanwhile, we still find a way to get with all our frogs and count green.
When you doubt one, you doubt every-body and it’s tough when they take everything from every-one.
They should’ve never assumed that they couldn’t because all at takes is a new pair of sunglasses to forget about the vintage ray bans that have disappeared forever…..
Sincerely, Drool 🤤