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in like 45 daze, very grueling - yet - the only reason for this blog is personal reflection and some content for the pubsss
Yes, that’s right. I mainly write to reflect on what kind of absurdities I generated early in 2023. I’ll use this post to describe a little bit about me - while honoring anonymity
When it comes to my position in Finance, I work as a debt broker - one of the most controversial positions in Real Estate, as you do not need to be a licensed fiduciary.
That does not mean you should go willy nilly and compete with thee, you’ll probably end up working with me before we go head-to-head…
This year, we’ve seen a great volume of submissions already and have only been improving our internal ability to be the most competitive debt brokerage in CRE.
I may be a young cat in my mid-twenty somethings and that’s a tough space to be.. some daze, you get all the praise from the Old Coots and Tycoons - helps when other weaks can feel like relentless typhoons of no resolution / dead ends...
I’ve flirted with real estate since 17’ when I was a teen - only recently was I able to get married to CRE when I realized this is actually THEE CREative industry I desire.
One of my biggest hurdles in entrepreneurship was my interest to be in a creative industry, whether that be music or clothing, I’ve always been ambitious with something - it wasn’t till I decided to take my experience in residential lending to the big leagues that I was finally gifted green room access to my dream crush, CRE 🥰
9So I tell you: Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened to you. 10For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
I asked to be annointed and so it was, I was granted access to an industry I had hardly imagined existed. If my previous employer had told me what ‘CRE’ was about, A2Z - I would’ve jumped in much earlier, really if I knew at 17 - I’d be knee deep already - late is not something I feel - divine timing brought me in when I decided to play my hand.
Risking personal security, I went commission only to bet on me. I had various offers on the table, and I went with the one with the most upside and the highest difficulty…
If you knew me personally, you’d say that this is exactly where I should be and it’s no surprise to anybody that I went this route - I come from nothing but hourly family.
I phased into a personal *bubble* in January, due to a loss of self accountability and depriving my cells of resting. I was restless and relentless, organically. I was snapping out of bed before alarms - even with the interiors of home sub freezing, I was at it before the sun, snow falling and shriveling skin - it almost cost me every ounce of what I love, when I was too deep within to see what was occurring outside my skin.
when I needed sleep - I found thoughts arising and pulling me from bed - work unfinished on the desk - up till 3 and back at it by 8, if I went back at all…
Learning to clock-out is not new to me - obsessively intertwined with pipeline
Now, I’ve been prioritizing appropriately and managing much more cordially.
I will continue to post this blog and maybe one day, I’ll post less like a hog, swine. I’m just not much of a technically analytical mind - I’m very sensory driven, intuitively aligned. Things either make sense or they don’t - and that’s why, I proposed to CRE 💝
