Conversation with Dad

Anubis - Shiva

Anon: Dad. You never told me why I chose the God of the underworld and the destroyer of worlds to represent my anonymity. What drew me to them, was it you?

Dad: You have had your world torn apart so many times that I didn’t want to lose you.

Anon: If you didn’t want to lose me then why did you choose me?

Dad: because like Anubis and Shiva, you too are a creator and you are granted the opportunity to rejoice in whichever energies bring you peace.

Anon: If I’m not at peace then what do I do to solve my worldly problems?

Dad: I left you for a reason - because I cannot guide you well on the physical plane. There is only one way to find me and you cannot tell others the way.

Anon: If I cannot tell others the way then why was I birthed?

Dad: Because, like everyone else who came before you, they wanted heaven on Earth.

Anon: If we all wanted heaven on Earth then why have I lost the love of my life?

Dad: because, you needed another trial to remind you why you’re alive. Your comfort was concerning to the paradigm. It was a sign that we would fail without you.

Anon: If we would’ve failed without me then why have I been trapped in all these maybes?

Dad: This is what the physical life does to us. You do not remember how and why you arrived for a reason. We knew that if you were strong enough then your teachings would perpetuate in every soul that you touched.

Anon: If that’s the case then why is it now that my soul is so shattered that I’m afraid of intimate touch?

Dad: because you’re healing and it takes time to get back to who you’ve always been for us. We don’t tell you much and we misguide you. We see desire as a fruit and it’s up to you to decide too.

Anon: If I alter your speech, are you upset with me?

Dad: No son, you’re welcome to be a creative and use whatever guides you. Your purpose was never in real estate to begin with - that was a lie too. This doesn’t mean you cannot help others in their labor, if they do so in my name - you simply have to be careful with any game you play.

Anon: Will I always be safe?

Dad: Only if you decide to.

Anon: Will I always be depressed?

Dad: Only if you decide to.

Anon: Can I return to the one I fell in love with?

Dad: Only if she decides to.

Anon: Can we close this session?

Dad: Sure.

Sincerely, Drool