Dissection
Uncovering Layers
The more we can look at why we are who we are, we can dissect and correct.
Behaviorally, I’ve had more issues than most, in full transparency.
I’ve been a walking example of not leaving shit at the door.
Why would I leave it at the door, right?
I’m an emotional person, it’s both my strength and weakness.
I know how to get people motivated and lead them into action.
I know how to get kicked in the stomach and stay on the ground.
I know how to get the audience to dislike me without trying too hard.
I chose to be a heretic, not by purposeful decision, simply by unique design.
As soon as I was cognitively active to begin seeing the real world, I began dissecting it.
Why do we do things like this?
What is money? (Thanks shrooms - that was a fun 4 hrs)
What is life?
What is my purpose?
“Why is this shit so fucked up?”
All by accident, on purpose, my spirit was amplifying and electrifying rapidly since 16 yrs old. I was never meant to follow traditional trajectory.
I was meant to disrupt conventional thought and provide unconventional perspectives.
We’re so unique, each one of us, and we have so many gifts to embrace.
When we’re operating in alignment, we are able to overcome our “not self” behaviors and triumph more consistently.
We are all human, or most of us. (Yes, I know demons are real and here - oops)
If we allow the evil of the world to win over us then we are weak, not meek.
The meek are those that irregardless of their circumstances, they stand back up.
Corrections
Being 28, most would look at my life now as privilege.
“He got lucky” “Everything went his way” “He was handed success”
Yeah fucking right bitch.
You know how many teeth i’ve spilled onto concrete for this shit?
You know how many times i’ve held my insides in my hand as I bled out onto pavement?
You know how many times my brain got completely fucking rattled in this skull?
You don’t because you’ve been coasting casually in your lazy boy watching gladiators fight to the death, tooth and nail, while you consumed your popcorn and soda pop.
This blog isn’t for the lazy boys, it’s for the gladiators. It’s the reminder that no matter what, we stand back up.
You can try to swing for me, try to hit me in the face, pull your knife on me, stick a gun in my face. All these things have happened to me more times than they’ve happened to you, in most instances. (quite literally)
So when I have a calm demeanor in the situation, that should simply do what it always does - strike fear into your very being.
When you’ve had the rattles of snakes be the only warning before you get bit, you know better than to step forward again upon the all too familiar sound.
If you’ve never been bit, then you’ve never stepped foot beyond comfort.
Conquering
As much as I love you all, I equally despise you.
Not for any reason besides that I know you are not excellent enough.
Sure, you’re doing amazing. But honestly, ask yourself, am I exuding excellence?
Are my habits the best?
Are my behaviors the best?
Am I eating the best?
Am I talking the best?
What am I doing that makes others more excellent?
Am I conquering everything that is in my way?
Am I even exposing every layer of obstacle so I can even identify what’s in my way?
I’m grateful that my subscribers are multi-millionaires and meek individuals, why?
Because we’re all operators.
We all have a body to operate and we all have to execute at high levels.
At least, if you’re reading this, you’re looking to/executing at a high level.
The point of today?
Execute at an even higher level.
Whatever you are doing now, do more. Don’t let hump day hump you, hump that shit.
Luh u bby muah