Do you still want to be a writer?

I'm not sure

I had to step away from the books I was writing, kept having dreams of my death. Ironically those dreams went away when I stopped wanting to change the world.

You can’t do more than what is prepared for you by the divine forces. Sure, you can bend the will of nature for your own desires.. You’re simply left at that point with your dollars and your karmic debts, unpaid. Waiting for you on the other side.

There are a lot of things to contemplate when you operate in the space of creating.

Creating is very sacred and most are trying to force results instead of letting the flow state take over.

in flow state, you see the pathways to creating successful results

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Entering flow state is not the norm for normies.

They plan everything, they lead with certainty, sure, and prepare for variables.. Alright.

This ain’t flow state gang

When you are in control, you are behaving from a sadistic root.

Chill the fuck out. Not everything you dictate is going to let you dictate it.

Now what can we dictate? Our health, how much time/capital/energy we’re investing, etc.

Don’t become a dictator is what I’m trying to say, and don’t find pleasure in hurting others because there’s motherfuckers like me who are willing to use everyone elses pockets to destroy you.

Why? All though I’m not personally a sadist, I love a good fucking laugh and I don’t mind rolling thru the gates in a trojan horse just to slaughter you for being a piece of shit.

I’m all peace and zen, yet on this desk sits both knife and pen LNs.

guns in the safe with the gold and silver plates

When there is war taking place, there’s capitalization opportunities for those who don’t mind tosses corpses around for the valuables that remain in their place.

So when I often say, I plan on outliving the participants in the arena.. I mean it.

I can see too many toxins in the face and those parcels will continue to stay till beyond our last days - shit lemme just rezone everything if I get left here alone to take the devil from his place..

but get fuckked from here if you think imma be a devil in this life maze

I’m more focused on guiding others than I am in slaughtering those who are dying in front of my face.

So yes, I will take your place - just not the throne at hells gatez.

love you - good bye - don’t RIP too soon unless you want me to keep getting RICH