I could tell many stories about forgiveness from personal experience. One thing I can’t tell you is that it is easy. It isn’t. Forgiveness takes time. You have to have done the work and had the work done to you to process information rapidly. I’m grateful for energy healers for this reason, except they didn’t recognize the risk they were taking when engaging me in healing. Immediately, during one session in CA, there was changes in the atmosphere and demons yelling at us. They knew we were performing a session in a public park and their parasites were angry with us. They didn’t know us, all we knew is we were performing ancient work that many are not prepared for in the modern era. Their fear being touched by another entity so much that they don’t know the relief that comes with it. I can’t explain those practices publicly because I’m one of the few that can do them extremely well. Unfortunately, there are many trade-offs that come with doing this work and when you trade off with another entity, then you lose some of the things you give to them for instant returns. No matter what you pursue in life, there are things we cannot discuss in detail unless we’re with extremely trusted friends. You don’t build that sort of trust in 38 months. It’s too sacred to risk being exposed and when you see it take hold of those you have closest to you, sometimes you have to run till you regain your strength.
I can simply say I forgive her and let that be known, it’s what my sister advices and it’s truth that I do because I don’t want her to think that she is all alone. I miss holding her in my arms through her tears. That was the best feeling I had when she came back to me after I did the unthinkable in any relationship. It’s hard to explain what “Mental Illness” is when you’ve only ever had an underlying depression that resurfaces through stress from your career. If you don’t know the type of stress I’ve been through then you have to listen to hear. I can tell you dozens of career horror stories and still I think back to the day in CA where I was in love. Yes, in love with the game for real.
One day, our boss was heading back to the office. Some Honda driving 60 mph blew a red light and hit the drivers side door of his car. He was in a Mercedes C63 AMG. The Honda was completely totaled and the steel doors saved his life. He was on his way to an appointment. He merely got the drivers information, waited for police and left. He was concussed as his head hit his window so hard you could see the lump on his head. I was still at the office with another partner when he arrived and told us the story, before attending the appointment on time.
It’s these simple lessons that remind you there are always bigger issues at hand in someones life and still, they find a way to stay committed to what they do to provide. Him and his wife are amazing people, I’ve always loved them dearly. They have such an incredible relationship, coming from absolutely nothing to now worth 10’s of millions of dollars. They don’t force anything to happen, they simply forgive what doesn’t work and find ways to find solutions everyday. They don’t sit back and wait for solutions to present themselves, in some cases they do of course, and typically when that is - it’s with a solution they’re actively testing for a problem they needed to solve.
Entrepreneurship is extremely difficult, literally the most difficult endeavor the world offers. Everyday is hard enough as it is, it’s much harder when our loop is to be stuck waiting to forgive. If we can learn to love people as they are and protect them from their very traumas then that is healing. What is true healing is hidden from the masses because they aren’t ready to do every ounce of work it takes beyond the average service. You are here for a lifetime and you choose who you spend that lifetime with. There is no question of this. I cannot even begin to describe to you my relationship to god because that’s between him and I. He’s put me through the hardest times and if I were to explain, you’d simply go and say that’s a lie. I knew it when I was 17 and I learned it when I was 22. I came into this world lost and confused, it took me till 26 to realize I’ve sort of mastered it. With that, comes the highest prices to pay again if I choose, instead I’d rather end with an I love you. - Drool