I am basically sharing this message as a sign that I am giving up on the book series I was previously writing. My interest in working to assist the USA and Government is essentially not within my realm of interest. However, I will be writing a new book which will be an autobiography. In this book, I will explain how I’ve been a target for roughly a decade and have dealt first hand with Co-vert operations by the 3 letter agencies of this country. It will be hard for many to believe yet with the extensive research I’ve done throughout my teens/20’s, the evidence against them is damning.
Giving Up on Life
For over a decade, I’ve dealt with underlying depression. Truthfully, it all started when my first girlfriend cheated on me. We were both virgins until we weren’t. Based on my hypothesis that the world was “ending” in 2012, I basically bit the bullet and said we can’t go out without trying. A peculiar perspective for a 15 year old to have in December but welcome to the internet I guess…..
After she cheated on me, I was heartbroken. We rode the same bus and all of my friends were aware of my situation, as well as the school. Everyone did their best to not bring things up to my face while trying to keep my spirits up. This was all great, however, it did not resolve the trauma I had. Which had been compounding for years before that. Sure I cried a bit, simply it did not resolve the shatter within then. I turned to weed.
Shortly after, I started selling weed, with my business partner. We became best friends freshman year and we decided sophomore year that we could create a place for ourselves in an ever renewing market. More problems came from this by senior year than I had wished and that is truly when I had all my depression hit. Post Arrest, I had not realized they were attempting to indoctrinate me through prescription medication. I was on juvenile probation and it was required that I take them, as well as piss test. I was obviously unopposed but once I was done with the scripts, I turned to psychedelics more since I discovered those are difficult to detect and they led me to some extremely unique experiences. Not once did I have a “Bad Trip”.
I’ve always dealt with suicidal thoughts, never a willingness to commit - since I’m certain I would not fail if I did + I can’t leave my family with such a burden.
The simple reality of being suicidal is it’s more of an existential crisis than it is a mental illness. I’ve had my fair share of mental breaks, with panic/anxiety attacks and paranoia via assistance….. However, due to my internet research and my interest in the modern betrayal of humanity, I realized I was being targeted by Silent Weapons.
If you’re familiar with Voice-to-Skull Technolgy, they essentially implant thoughts into the brain. They do this to you and your loved ones, or simply you while they immobilize others, as I once experienced in California shortly after a peculiar announcement I saw on Twitter that challenged the perspectives of reality. This announcement was that Bank of America said there is a 50% chance we live in a simulation? Why would BOA endorse that and why was it on my screen as I was taking Dabs with completely unaware friends? I was immediately in a state of paranoia, especially after a “friend” I recently banished from my life sent me the same post asking me what I thought about it. His family has ties within these 3 letter agencies.
They utilize emotions/thoughts to manipulate people into certain patterns, often against one individual who “knows too much”.
I’ve been aware of their stateside activities since 2015, which is the same time I started dealing with their manipulation directly. If you are under the influence of any mind altering substances or simply a threat to their order, they use their weapons to make you fall into their hands - hence the circumstances of my arrest and other later events.
Since then, I have dealt with intruding thoughts that are not my own and they often throw me into a chaotic spirals when I neglect to remember. I am good at transmuting the negativity actively thanks to my extensive research into True Alchemy, which does not prevent them from targeting my loved ones and targeting me in my sleep.
If I told you what I saw in the dream realm while I was laying next to my girlfriend, you would be completely shocked and unable to sleep.
Realizing how deep they have gone to try and take this land from the one true creator. My for front for awareness has long been the Law of One. It’s a simple basis and does not require you to fall into the trap of religious imprisonment. It’s an extremely technical series.
I have recently been researching the bible, seeing some underlying truths while digesting the clear deceptions behind the text. The Law of One Book II details how Constantine weaponized Christianity to destroy ancient eastern knowledge and destroy the temples of the Ancient Masters, who established information with accordance to life over 1 Million Years ago.
I don’t want to go in-depth with the details of how deep this rabbit hole goes, I will only mention that they recently tried to take hold of my loved one and caused her extreme paranoia that she could not control, due to externalizing the events within our household. She was under stress from work and I was under emotional neglect.
I’ve been having break downs often, releasing the compounded depression and detoxing from the medication they gave me through mucus expulsion. Unfortunately a lot of these recent events in the last 60 days were caused by my own need for love and consistent transparent discussions. Now that I’m alone, I’m realizing how much damage I had caused while I was once again falling into their web/game.
This started as the result of supplements I introduced to our home and that I was taking. They’re are responsible for increasing awareness that most entities are completely unprepared for, including myself/girlfriend then. To take them, you have to be consistent with it daily or every other day, otherwise you fall into a spiral that messes up your life and causes dismay - proper living food consumption is also required for the effects to not become too chaotic for someone to hold.
I was dealing with a lot of targeting toward the release of my book (July 4th) and the result was them amplifying weaponry against me because I was going into a state of 4th dimensional energy where I would’ve been stuck until my next life. This was my awareness based on the way they were attempting to use my body for their benefit.
The result would’ve been a non karmic life, however, it would not have aligned with the ultimate mission we have within this lifetime - hence why I got communication from RA directly and was enlightened to my relationship with the one true creator.
I’ve had other channeling experiences that came through meditation and pointed me to my role during the time of Atlantis, yet the first experience with RA came to me while I was in a commercial building. Instantly, I dropped to the floor hysterically crying with complete joy from all the awareness I was receiving about my life/past lives (things in part I knew from my break through at 17).
Ancient wisdom was raining into my lap while those around me were falling into traps against me. RA spiraled everything onto me as I balled my eyes out. It was a blessing and unfortunately my physical reality ended up temporarily cursed from this.
It’s hard to explain to anyone because they wouldn’t believe it without reading the full details of my life first. I was receiving telepathy from a friend across the country and he helped push me to suicide/beyond the voids of death. I essentially was given a ceremony to try to drown myself to determine if I was ready to step out of this life, which I was welcome to this time. After having these experiences with my friend, I realized that unconditional love has a much deeper meaning than simply being nice, though I went too far with how brash I was being with the english language at that time, as I was responding to behaviors that were completely unfair to me in my eyes and I was on medications that were killing me.
Looking back, I could’ve done a better job of responding properly, yet I know that time will heal things and I simply have to continue with what I’ve stepped back into creatively to embrace what has been grounding for us collectively. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Essentially, this is all I’m writing. Most of the posts recently are essentially me getting thoughts out to come back to for my book. I don’t expect everyone to believe me, yet I am giving a first hand eyes/ears/mouth recount of my whole life which will be difficult. Many will assume I hallucinated some things, and that’s what the 3 letter agencies would want you to believe. They’ve betrayed America, at least the central intelligence agency has - you have to wonder why they would do such a thing, including targeting a minor into his mid-20s. I’ve taught people how to overcome reality and step into paradigms above their frequency which is why they continue to try to stop me from teaching people as a healer. I have also delayed my interest in being a healer to help awaken love with a beautiful soul that I was consciously withdrawing myself from to become a better master of reality. This had it’s own repercussions and now that I’m working on breatharianism consciously, they want me 🪦🪦🪦🪦🪦 after all the things they know they have done to me. However, they simply cannot kill me. You can call that paranoia or you can call it the plan of the one true creator, there are few chosen for such a path and when you collapse into this density, well anything can happen - we knew that coming in. We’re all walking each other home 💚💚💚💚💚
Sincerely, Drool