Merry Christmas Eve
I deactivated X
Thought I’d inform my loyal readers that I deactivated my X account
Back to lurking on an alt
Don’t plan on posting as much as I plan on posterizing
I’m posted up in Los Angeles for the time being, which is a true-love/hate relation.
It’s a bit nicer than the sticks of PNW.
Obviously this was a career move (& slight pleasure, for más fruitas 🤤)
It’s been long overdue that I deleted that X account. Was a giant landfill.
I had accumulated so many blocks on that account from notable CRE personnel.
Simply put, I am an unrelenting force who is also human and under 30. Many unlearnt lessons and I don’t care for dick riding or finger blasting so maybe that’s why I was always getting CTE from trying to engage with people on X / try to be social.
I was once a believer in making it to the 30 under 30 club; would’ve been cool sure, hypothetically yet everything is a giant ego stroke when we accumulate wealth.
I joke easily about shit people take too serious.
Rightfully , there are many things you should be taking serious if you’re taking on LPs.
As a man who could careless about handling multiple LPs and can simply align with 1-2 phat LPs who fuck with me, it’s easy for me to be a lil appalling, saying whatever I want and then simply slide back into the shadows, cloaked & coiled, shrouded in darkness.
Part of my challenge is growing up in poverty whilst living in America.
You learn to defend yourself at a young age.
Sometimes you end up a little too defensive.
That creates a mechanism for self destruction.
It’s also easy to slip into substance abuse.
Add being an emotionally driven person to that equation.. You’re now ripe for manipulation.
Having sobriety (+/- nicotine) is a huge benefactor in regaining my sovereignty and avoiding repeat mistakes/lessons. Quite necessary to break from the hamster wheel of destructive behavior.
Reverting back to the main topic;
I deleted X because I’m in joying building/engaging in personal branding on Instagram and other platforms.
It’s super unglamorous yet it’s created a lot of personal freedom, being able to put my face out there and speak publicly on any topic that comes to mind, being raw and organic with the flow state, not concerning myself with lighting or perfect viral editing skills.
This has been a major confidence booster and the engagement has been an affirmation that I am moving in an aligned direction going into 2026.
So don’t mind me, deleting the social face of DroolCRE and relaxing on the blog a bit lately. I’m trying to rewrite my book trilogy and move that to publishing in 2026.
Also planning a lot of other ish.
The pipeline is squirting everywhere and the trench is well, trenched.
Entering next year abundant, clear minded, focused, and ready for war.
In joy ya family time ya lovely hyenas.
Keep on cackling for me, will ya?
