Wasting Time?
Is it procrastination, contemplation, or lack of drive?
In being a master of delaying my destiny, I feel obliged to share the internal dialogue that takes place for my cells when facing the brick wall mirrors that stain reflections
Being someone who has strong emotional direction, it can be challenging to get out of bed some daze, when all things feel like they’re crumbling - it’s best to stand straight up and not use a crutch, rather, trust that you are aligned to respond appropriately and transparently with whoever is relying on you to perform at any level of expectation
Expectation being the key focus here, as expectations are also projections, in a sense. You are being projected onto by whoever employees you (or that you employ) a requirement to complete specific tasks, duties, etc etc. WORK DORK WORK
Is how it can feel, when we are in a dis-aligned situation, we must intake however, are we in the right role? Are we focusing on the right tasks at the right time? Are we tying up too much time doing other tasks that impact the ones we should be prioritizing? There’s so many contemplations that come into play when the work doesn’t ‘feel’ like play.
When working through extreme passion, you are not impenetrable to the reality of life that is - you cannot lock yourself in your home office or work space and find fulfillment from the screen ahead of you. Sure, you can find pleasures and find ways to feel less ‘lonely’ - which is the result of neglecting the society around you that you are participating in…
So when procrastinating, losing focus, lack of drive, overthinking, etc etc.. put you in a space of static - what should you do? SIMPLE - KEEP IT SIMPLE - AND HEAL SELF.
You either take energy away from your cells or you grant them more energy, in the form of gifting your cells. Be authentic, talk positively to your cells, stretch and breath, drink clean water (I drink distilled daily) and be in a state of ‘Charging’
To wrap up this post, get off the autopilot and take control of your airship (mind) - don’t get bullied by YOUR OWN UNIQUE BIOLOGY. You are in control and when you give the controls over to ‘Auto’ - you end up flying into storms… Be the calm.
