Hypocrisy
Brutal Truths
No matter what you do, the mirror is the clearest indicator.
In my last blog, I shredded apart the competition. Ensuring defeat. I can’t say that means I’m perfect by any means. Instead of glorifying myself and projecting content that is mostly personal growth, it’s best you learn how deep this rabbit hole can go.
That’s just how they made me, I love Cocoa Puffs, Frosted Flakes, the stuff that makes no sense to make. The system pretends to care yet there’s a new Dutch Bro’s Pitch happening everyday. Don’t hate the player, hate the game.
You see, where you start isn’t where you finish and that awareness that comes with it is far from perfect. We’re talking extremely challenging mental situations throughout key development years, and coming from someone who was able to shift their destiny. through dedication to change, and later finding out you’re dedicating yourself to never giving up, I would rather spill bread crumbs when my mind numbs and the cup overfills.
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For me, it started with one book as a catalyst to endless possibility in life. I sought to bring that book into my grasp. I used money from either working, or through sales outside work, to buy it. This was when I was ~16/17.
The lessons in that book have stuck throughout my mind since. What wouldn’t stick for me was the persistence required, the Grit. It took me much longer than I’d like to admit, and many failed attempts, one example, I barely got a copy of Think and Grow Rich for Christmas from my Aunt this past year. Shameful, Yet here I am. Shameless. Finding states where I can begin to recognize solutions again, compound momentum, and triumph over any circumstance.
Otherwise, I’m Ghost if I give up, and I can’t go out on my team like that. No Adios.
I was not in a position then to read that book, I was doing things that were all my own fault, really. Between the issues that come with being a teen that fell into poor habits, paired with the resistance on the road to purpose, I couldn’t had though to begin on this path, that is the ownership, in every circumstance, through the only voice the spirit will adhere to, have faith.
I’ve walked away from so many people in life who don’t have the ability to stay consistent and fearless. Not to say that I don’t love them, I’m trying something different. I cannot tolerate many environments, so I isolate.
After a while of skipping between close friendships and loser girlfriends, you might stumble onto the one that is the one to run with.
This is to say, focus on family. When you can ground faith, you can also start to gain clarity on self belief. Identifying with the essence that pushes you beyond that into action, through action comes definite aim, and well, it’s up to you honestly if you want to play this game. Taxes are HIGH AF.
And honestly, I experiment with a lot of shit. Right now, I like cigars. Just a test but I like the time to quiet. Not going to last long at all, especially with our new dog. Not to expand on that point extensively but, I grew up around my mom who smoked daily. Hard not to get addicted to nicotine in some way.
Step 2:
Realizing it’s you who is at fault 98% of the time is how you can begin to reach into the hat of personal growth and pull out a rabbit, to gain some applause. If you put family first then the audience means less if you’re without those who built you up, no matter the outcome of how many would cheer you on, they were there first.
Grab the hat and see what you’re made of.
Taking L’s First
If you’re going to triumph, you’re going to have to put down the cocoa puffs. Cartoons and cereal is provided to the ‘slum’ by the people that look down on them, who created that word, but claim to be not one;
Sorry, unhinged baby roast on the fi guys . . .
Facing my own reality was excruciatingly difficult, including many crisis. I’ve encountered a lot and held onto emotions that don’t serve, it’s too much to put here, and even some still hold weight, but nothing’s perfect here. That’s the truth, drop off whatever you don’t need at the cross roads and find your next step.
This is Eden.
The point of shifting from taking the L’s to then collecting dubsss, and then 3 straight losses (like me), is you get tested to see if you’re a real player in the league.
When I first started as a loan officer, within the first 6 months, I had 3 loans walk at the table.. That sucks. How can you answer for that? You fix it.
Get your ass in shape and realize what points in the process failed each file. Dissect.
There’s a duality to everything, my woman’s mind works differently from mine, which is beautiful, that’s why when Eden says ‘Hello’ - I RKO that h%e
Attach yourself to the honor and glory of exploring your duality, find ways to work with both sides of your body and mind, especially spirit, the sense beyond duality. Use it to guide you excellence in leadership.
We just got us a lil wolf and boy, he’s happy. Love the kid. BE LIKE HIM, Grateful, WE rescued him. Head out the window his whole freedom ride home - if I rescue you, stick your head out the window, take in the breeze, and enjoy the ride. It’s a long one.
Nice and Sweet, Accept it. Love it.
