the whole purpose of this blog was to build Reputation-Al Capital and to be transparent, I’ve been unhinged by damaging the reputation of my spouse in our community due to internal power struggles and my inability to keep my mouth shut..
I love her and wish the best for her but she cannot follow rule number one in a book I’ve never finished. That alone is a breach of trust in my household so I went to another household after those breaches continued with resistance after resistance..
I would happily deed her that land and let her continue to pay that mortgage by herself as it is not my right to hurt any woman who has been hurt herself, beyond my own awareness and my demands to be informed rather than to constantly question.
I have not made any final decisions. I never intend to finalize things with someone that I love. It’s difficult for me to see any women be disrespected because as a man, I cannot comprehend what they’ve been through or what I’ve put them through…
The same way they cannot comprehend how many times I’ve had a gun in my face with someone ready to shoot and have dodged every bullet.
At this point, I’ve begged for a glock in my mouth more times than I can count.
This is why I am allowing We The People to decide my fate: